hi oh my god i feel like i'm going to pass out and explode in to ten trillion micro particles. okay. so. for people who don't know, i want to go back to college soon right. like public university state school. i would like to move in with my grandmother to do this. but the school in that area doesn't offer the major i'm interested in!!! but. there's an apartment seeking a third roommate in a city that does have a school with the major i'm interested in (and they seem like kind people). but i've never moved out before and i'm nervous about it. this may be a moment where i just have to take a chance because they seem like kind people, and the plan with my grandma's isn't really working that well (she is passively preventing me from moving in).
and that's just like. one personal thing. of like 5 others. chat. chat i'm so tired. i'm sorry for being inconsistent with the guys. i haven't not been drawing them, i just, like. i haven't been able to sit down for a second and would like to do that. um. i've been doing sketches, so i'll probably post those at some point too. i just feel terrible because i don't have anything finished let alone colored or lined.
tl;dr, i am unbelievably overwhelmed and i feel dreadful thank you for coming to my ted talk
it may be silly of me, but i still feel as though there must be light at the end of the tunnel. i hope you're doing alright, reader. and if you're not, i hope you feel better soon. your sadness and your anger means that you care, that you are able to feel joy and whimsy. do not forget this. okay that's all i think. charlie out.